and here i'am....

And...
Here I am...
Sounds like I'm stuck in this situation...
Again...

I hate my self...

I know this is totally wrong..
And he is belongs to someone else...
But...

Aarrrggghhhh!!!!!

I just want a normal reltionship...
A normal one..

Aku cuma takut akhirnya bermain hati...

Takut...
Dan takut jalannya akan semakin sulit...
Lagi...

Ibu..
Cepatlah kirim pendamping buatku,
Yang bisa membuatku tenang...
Yang bisa memberiku ketenangan...