haruskah begini?

Mungkin..
Mungkin..
Mungkin aku tau apa yg membuatku bingung,
Membuat mood ku hancur brantakan!

Ya..
Apakah ini yang orang bilang mengalah untuk kebaikan?

It just too heavy for me..
Being a good girl?
Accepting what they want without no one knowing what I want!!!!
No one!!!

How can it feel,
With can only being bestfriend for someone who I love so much?
Just for make everybody happy?
Until when?

This "tic toc" days,killing me!
I don't even think about marriage
And I never imagine he's gonna be the 1st man who I tell
"I'm gonna married.."
Or I'm gonna be the girl,which is left by someone she love for a second wedd?

Please..
I'm just a human..

Hunny,
I need you..
It's not about my feelings for you..
It's about my life..

I need your shoulder now..

I need you..