another message for you..

Hunny,
Sweetheart..
Don't know when u'll open this post..
My only way to speak about my heart to you.

Hunny..
This man adore me so much..
Loving me so much..

I wish I can love him,like I've done to you
I realize everything is fake.
I'm trying so hard to open my heart,
And found a chemistry just for one second
But I can't..

Everybody seems so happy about me and him,
But they don't ask about my feeling.
Nobody.
I feel so alone,
I feel so empty.

Hunny,
I need you..
As my bestfriend
As someone who can understand me
But..
I can't find you
You just dissapear..
Gone..

Please,
I need someone to understand me..
Understand my feeling..
Understand my heart..

And to hug me so tight,without asking so many question
Just hug me,
All night long
Until I can't feel this pain...